14 I am a joke to everyone—no one ever stopsmaking fun of me.
15 God has turned my life sour.
16 He made me eat graveland rubbed me in the dirt.
17 I cannot find peaceor remember happiness.
18 I tell myself, “I am finished!I can't count on the Lordto do anything for me.”
19 Just thinking of my troublesand my lonely wanderingmakes me miserable.
20 That's all I ever think about,and I am depressed.