9 Why should you take it out on us? Why don't you go and join your dead husbands? I hope we never see a child of yours!”
10 Sarah was so depressed that she burst into tears and went upstairs determined to hang herself. But when she thought it over, she said to herself, “No, I won't do it! People would insult my father and say, ‘You had only one child, a daughter whom you loved dearly, but she hanged herself because she felt so miserable.’ Such grief would bring my grey-haired father to his grave, and I would be responsible. I won't kill myself; I'll just beg the Lord to let me die. Then I won't have to listen to those insults any longer!”
11 Then Sarah stood by the window, raised her arms in prayer, and said:“God of mercy, worthy of our praise,may your name always be honoured,may all your creation praise you for ever.
12 “Lord, I look to you for help.
13 Speak the word and set me free from this life;then I will no longer have to hear these insults.
14 You know, O Lord, that I'm still a virgin;I have never been defiled by a man.
15 Never have I disgraced myself or my father's name,as long as we have lived in this land of exile.My father has no other child to be his heir,and there is no relative whom I can marry.I have already lost seven husbands,so why should I live any longer?But if it is not your will to take my life,at least show mercy to me.Don't let me hear those insults again!”