7 I refuse to touch it.Such food makes me sick.
8 “How I wish I might have what I ask for.How I wish God would give me what I hope for.
9 I wish God would be willing to crush meand reach out his hand to destroy me.
10 Then I would have this comfort.I would be glad even in this unending pain.I would know I did not reject the words of the Holy One.
11 “I do not have the strength to wait.There is nothing to hope for so how can I be patient?
12 I do not have the strength of stone.My flesh is not bronze.
13 I have no power to help myself.This is because success has been taken away from me.